The birth of a blog thanks to frustrations

What a reason to start a blog...Anyway, it's the tribulations of a married life that has led me to literally pour out the feelings. I would like to just clarify before I move on, that being quizzed has got nothing to do with being suppressed or being weak. I sound more confused than quizzed????

Counting upto a 100days in wat's supposed to be a blissful married life, things are turning from bad to worse. I guess one would say, these are common in a newly wed but I can't withstand such pressures that I'm subjected to. Probably, it's a one-sided story. Probably he's feeling the same too and just that bot of us are unaware. Where exactly is the time to clear this unawareness in this fast moving, rat-racing society. No time to sit back and enjoy a glass of lemonade...not even over the weekends. He gets all busy with work, and when he comes back, the least he expects is a smiling lady to blurt out a warm "Hi". When that doesnt happen for whatever unexplainable reasons, basically cos I'm not in the mood for a bubbly "Hi" (and not cos of a hectic day at work on my part, but just pure sulky cos I'm the one to get back home earlier to an empty house), he gets all worked up. While being involved in an almost mundane set of chores, I inevitably become at a loss of words, thus transforming from my talkative self to a big time BORE. Whose fault is this?

Having never celebrated the Cupid's Day (Valentine's Day) in a pompous manner, the least a new wife would expect, I guess is one stalk of a rose. I'm not big on flowers in any case. But on hindsight, looking at teenagers carrying boquets, I guess I badly would have liked to be gifted that one stalk of rose!!! But I guess the way he was nurtured, no one even recognised V-Day...so there was no reason to hype about such a useless day. But nonetheless, we went out for dinner. Not a quiet one tho....what a bustling atmosphere...cos it was a small place with too many diners...good Thai food....so one can imagine....So i'm still disappointed with not getting that one rose!!!!

Summing up....I don't know wat quite to say. These are the state of affairs currently. 8 more days to hit the 100th day. Any surprises or miracles to look forward to?

Looking for answers....
The Quizzed One